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. ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ . ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ . ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ . ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ . ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ . ɪɴᴅɪɢᴏᴄʜɪʟʟ .
I N D I G O C H I L L "Still she's just a young and dumb kid - she'll give it up for her clan, you speak like she's already out the - Indigochill, to Rosemaryblight about Gardeniapaw WinterClan Ceremonies August Post #10 |
"quotequotequotequotequotequotequotequote" - Indigochill, threadlink Post #? (quotes may be randomly picked as personal favorites showing characteristics, silly and/or unique.) ʙ ɪ ᴏ ► (as originally posted on the joining thread / members page) A long haired white tom with faint light gray face marking, grey tail, a red nose, slight eyebags and intense, deep blue-indigo eyes. "What's my problem? Well, I want you to follow me down to the bottom" Indigokit was born to happy little couple, one of his siblings weak and unfortunately didn't make it past kithood. That was the first or the worst, because he had to grow up during the war with WinterClan and PI. Looking back on it his poor mother might have been more than a little stressed out and might have been why she didn't handle the end trimester or nursey so easily and always seemed to be... looking over her shoulder. It must of have finally clicked when word broke out of Acornkit's body being sent back along with Frigidkit to send a message: "Every sunrise a kit draws their final breath." He was nearing apprentice age when the final fight would take place and his mother the great and brave cat he couldn't wait to learn from and fight with - she fought along side her mate and both would perish in the lengthy battle to end it all. Indigokit might have old enough, but ultimately didn't know how to fight - so he fought dirty 'disgraceful' one might call it and would gang up on one of the PI cats, and they kill them. Killing, intentional or indirectly causing their death - it didn't matter in that moment and it still doesn't today. It was the worst feeling he got and he never forgave himself or others for it. In a one day he lost experienced trauma, had his own near-death experience, and his support system with no one wise enough to help him process it all and turned on his clanmates by lashing out at them when they lamented his parents were heroes and died for a good cause. 'A good cause?' "And my problem? Our culture can treat a loss, Like it’s a win and right before we turn on them," How could they say that to him? "Yeah they were my heroes and you took them away because all you care about is your dumb cause!" He wanted to yell it louder but no one would've listened anyways. Unfortunately, calling his fellow clanmates out wasn't exactly giving him popularity points either. One of them or maybe two or more of the more prouder cats just whispered about how he was a bad fighter resorting to such terrible tactics and that it would be a shame to be killed by him. He got secretly discriminated against by his peers for that - regardless of rank the seed of doubt and fear got spread like teenage drama and before he knew it Indigopaw realized he stood in the very grave they dug for him - and he started it by giving them the shovel. Fine. The war was over but even Indigokit knew PI had won. "I'll mourn for a kid, but won't cry for a king." They took so much from him, he grew up fast that day. He thoughts he's not so proud that he would rather stay in back void of his mind but he's been insomniac since apprenticeship - if cat's could have eyebags he would - so he'd stay awake at night just burrowing a hole in the earth. Despite his setback, Indigochill still wants to be the best warrior he can be and prove them wrong - he couldn't make it as a Medicine cat/Witch and that's okay he's not sure he could live with the guilt if he lost a patient and he eventually would. So he'll support the clan he still loves - the younger generation don't know of the war, they don't know his secret disgrace, and he occasionally get marveled by the kits as Seraph and hopefully future Knight. That makes the pain of the past hurt a little less each day. "I’m not disrespecting what was left behind, Just pleading that it does not get glorified." Indigochill is a stoic and straightforward person with an knack to spark conversation with anyone, despite holding a reserved and quiet attitude most of the time; remnants of the once friendly and charismatic kitten he used to be. He is shown to be rather clever, knowing just the right words to say to manipulate others into replying to his words, allowing him the opportunity to get the upper hand. He does not seem to mind doing something underhanded if it means he can claim victory in a fight - he wants his opponents to underestimate him and he stopped caring about what his clanmates or others think of him a long time ago anyways. He usually comes off anti-social or makes it clear he's not into making friends, but he's rather easy-going, docile and over all compliant to help his clan and provide support for them be it another fighter holding the front lines or a distraction to lure the enemy and keep them away with his misdirect. He is actually a 'social introvert'; he isn't shy and has no problem being around others he doesn't know, and can be social and seem extroverted even but does get emotionally and socially drained after a while and thus he has no problem being by himself and can require some days completely alone before he even wants to speak to another cat again. The only thing he can't seem to be obedient about it arranged marriages. Indigochill isn't even sure he ever wanted a mate or kits, but he sure doesn't as heck doesn't want either by getting pressured into them. Indigochill was arranged with Scaredbreath, and at first the two seemed to be two sides of the same coin, neither was looking for love, neither wanted kits and neither wanted to even make friends. He wanted his distance, he wasn't perfect at keeping his hurting a secret, but she would know not to bring it up, play blind and let him go on his way. "Promise me this, If I lose to myself, You won’t mourn a day, And you'll move onto someone else." Wow, perfect. While the marriage vows felt weird, something felt okay and they might have both genuinely awkwardly smiled that day. Life can be cruel trick though, and Wintrystar's passing reminder that couples are expected to eventually have kits, ideally in 6 months-1 year didn't help. Neither of them were really putting that much effort into it either. Maybe she was in love with the concept, maybe she just wanted things done her way, maybe she thought having a litter would really get them off their backs but she wasn't open to compromise and neither was he. So weeks of fighting, cue the animosity between them every time the other entered the room, and somehow it would led to an unhealthy, aggressive, kind of hate-love if one could even call it that. Or maybe just 'self-made anger with a release' that, for some reason, just made him cruel towards her. He doesn't know how it started, maybe just banter at first that started to cross the line, where blaming her everything became his norm but the winces of her eyes, the saddened look on her face and deep down he just crumbles when she started to cry. How did they get here? How did it come to this? It's not her, he swears it's just the marriage that just brings out the worst of him now and neither know how to stop it. "Find your grandparents or someone of age, Pay some respects for the path that they paved, To life they were dedicated. Now that should be celebrated." ʜ ɪ s ᴛ ᴏ ʀ ʏ ► (Will either start with sections roleplayed or whichever age section the character was added as and an 'Undefined' section to serve as the collective section of all the ages previous to it. If unable to write full histories, these sections will list their threads by chronological order and only summarize important events such as but not limited to: notable illness, injury, death, birth, and plot elements either important to an overarching plot to that specific character) Birth (Newborn-6mt) Title Example and Link (Year ??, age ??) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. 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Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. .: ʀ ᴇ ʟ ᴀ ᴛ ɪ ᴏ ɴ s ʜ ɪ ᴘ s :. ▾(chronologically)▾ S c a r e d b r e a t h (me) ◐○○○○ complicated, toxic . at first the two seemed to be two sides of the same coin, neither looking for love, neither wanted kits and or wanted to even make friends. He wanted his distance, she knew not to bring it up - she wanted her distance too. While the marriage vows felt weird, something felt okay and both genuinely awkwardly smiled that day. Wintrystar's reminders that couples are expected to eventually have kits didn't help. Neither of them were really putting that much effort into it either. She just wanted her duty to be a queen done and over with, like having a litter would really get them off their backs at least for a while. She wasn't open to compromise and neither was he. Weeks of fighting, cue the animosity between them every time the other entered the room, and somehow it would led to an unhealthy, aggressive, kind of hate-love if one could even call it that. Or maybe just 'self-made anger with a release' that, for some reason, just made him cruel towards her. He doesn't know how it started, maybe just banter at first that started to cross the line, where blaming her everything became his norm but the winces of her eyes, the saddened look on her face and deep down he just crumbles when she started to cry. It's not her, he swears it's just the marriage that just brings out the worst of him. They might have had a chance at a good relationship but now they just want out of it. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • x S w i f t s c o u t (woof) ○○?○○ called her an ugly peacock. to be fair, at the time of their meeting she was dressed 'unusually'. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • x R o s e m a r y b l i g h t (Jadie) ●◐○○○ unnerving acquaintance. he's never noticed her before and considered her another one of the clanmates, until she started talking to him at the high-tension ceremony that resulted in Gardeniapaw's exiled. During their talk, the casual brush of his cheek catches him off-guard during such a serious moment when they're not even friends and had him questioning her and finding something about her kinda unnerving in that regard... He doesn't know what her intentions are but she didn't seem to have interest in him for now, let's hope it stays that way. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • x N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads . | [PTabbedContent= Indigochill] [PTab=Current]   [/PTabbedContent={background-color:#000000; width:400px;}] .: ᴇxᴛʀᴀs :.
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.: Threads/Archive :.
YEAR -*- 00.00.00 thread, characters involved, type thread, ongoing/complete YEAR -*- 00.00.00 thread, characters involved, type thread, ongoing/complete - - -(start of/joined site)- - - 2021 -:- 8.4.21 ۞Keep wits while u got em 1st to go while ur ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍ-sᴏʟᴠɪɴɢ, indigochill & skeletalpaw, open thread, ongoing -:- 8.6.21 Parrot Hunters - FAF Event, indigochill, badgerbee, shark & swiftscout, Find-a-Friend thread, ongoing -:- 8.14.21 Haven't You People Heard Of, Closing The Door?, indigochill, shadowbard, nikkohydrangea & a lot involved, wedding thread, ongoing -:- 8.16.21 ☜ »ᗪҽα𝜏ᖺ inspires me like a 𝖉𝖔𝖌 inspires a 𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑏𝑖𝑡«, indigochill & jesterpaw, type thread, inactive -:- 8.16.21 WinterClan Ceremonies August, indigochill & a lot, ceremony thread, ongoing -:- 12.23.21 The Misty Mountains Cold, indigochill & mistypaw, training thread, ongoing -:- 1.3.21 A farther fall than expected, indigochil & fierydaemon, random thread, ongoing -:- 00.00.00 thread, characters involved, type thread, ongoing/complete |
.: Trivia :.
-:- His name 'Indigo' refers to his indigo eyes and the hair color of Shinso he is inspired by, 'chill' reflects his cold and even icy personality he's developed over his apprenticship that carried over into his warriorhood. -:- His themesong 'song' by <insert band and meaning> -:- Scaredbreath and Indigochill are kindred souls in a way and probably work better as best friends or fwb but their relationship is irreversible complicated by the clan's pressure to have kits, Scaredbreath's need to have them and get it over with, and Indigochill's unhealthy lashing out at her. All this due Scared's control in the relationship and betrayal of Indigo's trust feeling she used his wanting kits but heavily undecided choice of when or if he was certain about it against him. -:- Funfact: funfacts |
.:Point tracker/Caste System :.
Seraph | Grace | Tarnished | Snow Kitty ---- 7 / 22 / 21 StartIndigochill current points/caste: + 941 Seraph +900 - Added character, 100% WinterClan +41 - randomized base points Total points as of 7/22: +941 ~ ---- 10 / x / 21 Update +20 or 10 - Taking a pureblood mate / Take on a mate voluntarily +15 - Having kits//Kitting threads +5 - Participation in plots - WinterClan Ceremonies August Total points as of 10/?: +981 or +971 depending on mate category ~ |
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