Post by Shadowblade c; on Jun 27, 2021 23:15:46 GMT -6
everyone doubles the age apparently so maybe his true age is in << >> until i decide if i want to update or go along with that
. sʏɴᴅʀᴏᴍᴇᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ . sʏɴᴅʀᴏᴍᴇᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ . sʏɴᴅʀᴏᴍᴇᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ . sʏɴᴅʀᴏᴍᴇᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ . sʏɴᴅʀᴏᴍᴇᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ .
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Daylight: "You're not going to fight back?" Syndrome: "Why? It's not like /that's/ ever worked out for me before" "I'm... I'm sorry." "Have you been out in the sun too long? Or maybe the healer gave you the wrong herbs and you're delusional." "I'm serious Syndrome-enigma." "So where's the real Daylight? Or did you do something wrong?" He seemed to think about that last part "If you need me to take the blame for something, the answer is no" - Syndrome-enigma to Daylight, 【 ᴍʏ__s ᴇ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴛ s__ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ__ʜ ᴇ ᴀ ʀ ᴛ 】 Post #5-12 "Yeah I mean she /is/ my second mom - she loves it so much when I call her mom all the time that she throws a free moss ball at me when I visit" - Syndrome-enigma speaking about Mountainsound, 【 ᴍʏ__s ᴇ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴛ s__ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ__ʜ ᴇ ᴀ ʀ ᴛ 】 Post #42 ʙ ɪ ᴏ ► (as originally posted on the joining thread / members page) "I ponder of something great, My lungs will fill and then deflate, They fill with fire, Exhale desire" He is a skinny tom with swirling black and white marbled tabby markings - the same kind of tabby as his father, just with white fur. As far as Syndrome knows he was born to a sole warrior mother who didn't live and he himself was born very sick. The medicine cats had no idea what the causes were and thus no idea what he had. Was he just born a few days early? Was it a new sickness? Something contagious? Without even a name the kit was separated and referred to as having 'an unknown syndrome' and even being referred to as 'Syndromekit' with a low expectation he would live to have a proper name. Despite a few moons of weakness compared to the other kits he was gradually improving and eventually changing his name just didn't seem appropriate as he he already grew into it and no one had the heart to tell him his name wasn't a 'real warrior' name and that it was given to him because no one thought he would live. Yeah probably something you just don't tell a child until they're older. Alas the kit stands here today with his beautifully swirling black and white pelt. He is a very serious when he wants to be and can have total control is staying calm yet can still be easily triggered. He can be a bit arrogant as he heard great stories of his mother and father and how they both were a deputy at some point and saying he is prideful about it is an understatement. Despite his mild temper, he is nice and caring, and a stickler for the warrior code, often reminding others of it. He certain acts mature and could be described as confident and challenging. He's actually more likely to pacify others than start a fight, but trigger him and there will be no mercy when he rips your ears off. For the longest time he's shared fri-enemy rivalry with Daylight since they were young. As an apprentice he was one of the cats swayed to Shadow Stalkers from SunClan as a result of following Tawnykit/vixen at the time. His reintegration back into the clan left him feeling a bit of an outcast, and ashamed of himself after essentially being a traitor, in reality he was really just a misguided kitten at the time, whose only intention was far from the Shadow Stalkers. "My pride is no longer inside, It's on my sleeve" He is severely claustrophobic, a trait only his fri-enemy Daylight has seen. He's done a lot of growing up - former days spent feeling invincible, doing whatever he wanted feeling like there were no consequences, overly proud of his 'accomplished' parents who just died before he could even remember their faces, and part of him acted out in bitterness he didn't have them around. The other half torn into wanting to be something they could be proud of. "I hate this car that I'm driving, There's no hiding for me, I'm forced to deal with what I feel, There is no distraction to mask what is real, . . . I could pull the steering wheel" Those thoughts, his former quarrels with Daylight that never went anywhere - he never really won against her - whether they were exchanging verbal banter or stealing prey, he just slowly stopped fighting her back. Maybe it was just growing old, or maybe he was growing old. . . He was finally growing up. He has no idea the truth about his family of whose living and whose not, with Mountainsound being the closest thing to a mother to Syn since he was sick and inhabiting her den for a majority of his kittenhood. He has a long road a head of him to find out the truth behind what he seeks, the answers or what his experiences might lead to, and whether he will be happy with what he finds, or if it will change him, for better or for worse. He's met his ever absence father, mother and a few of his half-siblings here and there. He considers Mountainsound's litter his adoptive siblings, or rather part of his monster size first litter due to having them around the same time. He left his second litter in NightClan in his and Daylight's departure to MoonClan where they adopted Lily (Inferiorchoice) and would have their third and unfortunately final litter after Foxstar kills Daylight hours after kitting and subsequently succeeds in taking over MoonClan forcing Syndrome-enigma to lay low and desperately keep their litter of 10 kits safe and raise them alone. ''Cause somebody stole, My car radio, And now I just sit in silence" He is the son of Uta (of PI) and Abandon (rouge). He has a mess of half-siblings from his father and three from his mother. With Daylight (1.0 / Asphodel) they have a total of 36 kits across SunClan, NightClan, and MoonClan. While he's got uncle Iroh vibes, he is still v bitter towards Foxstar/hour and still to this day does not attend any gatherings, nor go near territories or borders she resides in as he promised himself he would kill on sight, but to this day a murder he is not and he doesn't want to let her change that and hold that power over him. Does he let her win and honor all the suffering with revenge? or keep away to stay happy with the remainder of his family focusing on himself and guiding them? He will attempt to outlive her out of spite though, or perhaps wait for the day Glowstar dies. . . ʜ ɪ s ᴛ ᴏ ʀ ʏ ► (Will either start with sections roleplayed or whichever age section the character was added as and an 'Undefined' section to serve as the collective section of all the ages previous to it.) Birth (Newborn-6mt) Syndrome-enigma is born to Abandon (rouge, Honeystorm) and Uta (of PI, Shadowblade) ╙ ✦ ╖ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ sʜɪᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ sᴇᴇɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ sᴏ sᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴄᴜʟᴀʀ ╓ ✦ ╜ (2015, age ?) (missing info due to host change). Childhood / Apprenticeship (6mt-2yr / teens) For the longest time, he's shared fri-enemy rivalry with Daykit/light since they were young. Much of this stem's from a combination of Syndrome-enigma's attitude being competitive, arrogant, increasing loneliness, the pressure causing low self-esteem and inner turmoil and having 'average skills' compared to others his age, such as Daylight (Honeystorm). Lacking her natural skill fuels his frustration that would become a long burning self-hatred and deep rooting unchecked emotions but also drive his strict self-discipline and force his self-reflection and reflection on his relationship with her and others. The Betrayal (Sunclan Plot Part 1...Open) Event thread - Shadow Stalkers As an apprentice he was one of the cats swayed to Shadow Stalkers from SunClan as a result of following Tawnykit/vixen at the time. He wrongfully assume Daykit as 'copying' him when she deflect as well, sabotaging his way 'proving' independence and a fueling his anger towards her. His reintegration back into the clan left him feeling a bit of an outcast, and ashamed of himself after essentially being a traitor for pride, in reality he was really just a misguided kitten at the time, whose only intention was far from the Shadow Stalkers.(missing info due to host change). ■ ▢ ɪᴛs ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ sʜᴏᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ, ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏɪɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ ▢ ■ Syndromepaw's competitiveness to match or better perfect his strength and skill over Daypaw's leads to another quarrel. (missing info due to host change, either in this or next thread the following occurs:) After ending up trapped in a rabbit den, Syndromepaw experiences claustrophobia as the frustration and bottled emotions up to this point come to head in his moment of helplessness that's been a growing feeling in failure to surpass Daypaw is amplified by the fear, panic, and an overwhelming sense of loneliness and insignificance. Syn and Day bond over vulnerability, cementing the end to the animosity and more violent side behind their rivalry without completely removing it. The thread name refers to the 'long shot' of surpassing her, learning from her, or even being with with her as he's in the phase of just admiring and respecting her skill. 【 ᴍʏ__s ᴇ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴛ s__ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ__ʜ ᴇ ᴀ ʀ ᴛ 】 (2016, age ~1 / 15) <<2/24>> Pairing Thread, Syndrome-enigma and Daylight have a run-in and due to an accidental mis-step quickly tumbles into intense showdown, that is until Syndrome-enigma simply walks away. Syndrome-enigma's increasingly passive attitude solely towards Daylight has started to become more apparent as he finds their constant fighting exhausting and usually resulting in a win for Daylight adding onto his disdain. His pacifist solution is finally noticed by Daylight who approaches the tom and after several attempts, makes her apology very clear to Syndrome-enigma as she 'treated [him] like dirt' and could not understand 'why [he was] still willing to talk to [her], let alone continue to be nice'. This catches the tom off-guard and surprised leading to her to become a lingering thought in his head even later on. Syndrome-enigma self-reflection and re-evaluation of his priorities - namely with his main motive of surpassing Daylight extinguished - leads to reflecting on his relationship with Daylight and processing all the feelings, both good and bad from jealousy to admiration, and where it puts their new-found friendship and changes how he feels about her. On the topic of parents, Daylight gives Syndrome-enigma the idea of asking Mountainsound more about his parents he seems to know so little about. (incomplete thread / missing info due to host change). 「ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡ/ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ♥ ɴᴏ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀsᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ʀᴇᴀʟ 」 Syndrome-enigma and Daylight experience crushes from the younger kits Freesiakit and Almondkit. Syndrome-enigma becomes plagued with presence of Freesiakit - the feelings are unrequited by Syndrome-enigma but lingering thoughts of Daylight still cross his mind and causing Syndome-enigma to once again reflect on his own feelings towards others including how he feels about Daylight and finding himself caring about how she genuinely feels towards others and of course him. He plans for navigating how find out about her feelings and confessing his feelings for Daylight becoming romantic. (still ongoing thread, incomplete thread / missing info due to host change). SHE'S A TEN, I'M A JOKE IN MY OWN MIND — open Random Thread, Syndrome-enigma makes a friend? with Spidershadow. (missing info due to host change) Is this where I belong? {open Random Thread, Syndrome-enigma makes a friend? with Nutmegdust. (missing info due to host change) Young Adult (2-5yr / 20s-30s) Title Example and Link (2016, age ~2/24) <<4/32>> Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. - - - ( timegap due to inactivity and missing info due to host change) - - - - (2016-2017, age 24-28) <<32-40>> Not roleplayed out: Syndrome-enigma's curiosity to learn more about his parents leads to him talking to Mountainsound (Honeystorm) who finally decides it's time he learns the truth; she reveals his mother's identity as Abandon (rouge) who even temporarily resided in SunClan. He learns she is having kits (Dealfinder) and will be his half-siblings: Risk, Adrenaline, and Freedom. Syndrome-enigma's learns who his father is, travels to PI and briefly meets his father and learns of his other half-siblings via the names of the father's exes. However like the rest of his spawn, Uta - having no involvement in raising them nor requiring him now in adulthood- has no interest in him any further and leaves Syndrome-enigma never to have contact again. Finding the little information and answers he searched for, Syndrome-enigma refocus on his life with Daylight with a love a little too strong giving them 14 kits in their first litter. - (Feb 2018, age ~3/28) <<6/40>> Not roleplayed out: Syndrome-enigma while not one for murder still support Daylight against the SunClan Priestess as she and Deal attempt to assassinate Foxstar. They collectively fail and go into exile as Day and Syn find out their expecting their second large litters of kits; which they decide to ultimately leave in NightClan adopted by Monarch Shiverstar (theatricals) as they take only adoptive daughter Lily (Inferiorchoice) with them to refugee in MoonClan under Wastedstar's (BluestarRocks!) and Multiplesouls' (Archerz) reign. Adult (5-11yr / 30s-59s) But I crept into your heart You can't make me disappear (2020, age ~5/36) <<10/56>> Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Coyote Stalker - FAF Event (2021, age ~6/40) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Title Example and Link (Year ??, age ??) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Elder (11yr+ / 60s+) Title Example and Link (Year ??, age ??) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Death Title Example and Link (Year ??, age ??) Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. .: ʀ ᴇ ʟ ᴀ ᴛ ɪ ᴏ ɴ s ʜ ɪ ᴘ s :. ▾(chronologically)▾ (lot of missing info due to host change, will try to fill in as much as i can) Lost details/Minor acquaintances: name(user), name(user), and name(user) details, details, details. M o u n t a i n s o u n d (Honeystorm) ●●●●● adoptive mother. Mountainsound is the closest thing to a mother to Syn since he was sick and inhabiting her den for a majority of his kittenhood; she lies to him about his parents and linage. Syndrome describes her as throwing moss balls at him when he bothers her. Daylight spurs Syndrome-enigma's curiosity to learn more about his parents leads to him talking to Mountainsound who finally decides it's time he learns the truth; she reveals his mother's identity as Abandon (rouge) who even temporarily resided in SunClan. This strains their relationship as he learns Abandon is having kits by Deal and will be his half-siblings. Learning of his parents lack of interest and finding no satisfaction in finally finding his parents, Syndrome-enigma eventually forgives Mountainsound for not telling him sooner since it did bring as much hurt as it did closure to meet them but did get to meet/become aware of his many scattered half-siblings, building small bonds with them. When Mountainsound later has her first and only litter around the same time as Syndrome and Daylight's first litter, he considers them his adoptive siblings and an self-proclaimed godfather to them. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • <lost to time> x D a y l i g h t / A s p h o d e l (Honeystorm) ♥♥♥♥♥ his love that transcends even the afterlife. Syndromekit and Daykit initially do not get along, both arrogant and aggressive they often get violent and serve as each other's foils. As apprentices Syndromepaw and Daypaw bond over vulnerability, cementing the end to the animosity and more violent side behind their rivalry without completely removing it. As young warriors an accidental mis-step quickly tumbles into intense showdown, to which Syndrome-enigma walks away from. His pacifist solution is finally noticed by Daylight who approaches the tom and after several attempts, makes her apology very clear to Syn as she 'treated [him] like dirt' and could not understand 'why [he was] still willing to talk to [her], let alone continue to be nice'. This catches the tom off-guard and surprised leading to her to become a lingering thought in his head even later on. Syndrome self-reflection and re-evaluation of his priorities - namely with his main motive of surpassing Daylight extinguished - leads to reflecting on his relationship with Daylight and processing all the feelings, both good and bad from jealousy to admiration, and where it puts their new-found friendship and changes how he feels about her. <lost details>. N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads - - - will try to fill in, start of new relationship after the Proboards switch here: A s t o r i a (faith) ○○?○○ just met . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • x N a m e (roleplayer) ○○?○○ relationship . description. ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs • threads . | [PTabbedContent= Syndrome-enigma] [PTab=Current] [/PTab={tab-hover-background-color:#8ab5e2; tab-selected-background-color:#83aad3; background-color:#000000;}] [PTab=Past/Kitten] [/PTab={tab-hover-background-color:#8ab5e2; tab-selected-background-color:#83aad3; background-color:#000000;}] [PTab=Human AU] Current faceclaim Remington Leith Originally inspired by Yamato Kurosawa of Say I Love You Cosplayer Hachi [/PTabbedContent={background-color:#000000; width:400px;}] .: ᴇxᴛʀᴀs :.
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{alt}=wayback machine save 2015-:- 4.6.15 ╙ ✦ ╖ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ sʜɪᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ sᴇᴇɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ sᴏ sᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴄᴜʟᴀʀ ╓ ✦ ╜ First appearance Syndromekit & ?, short lived complete -:- 5.27.15 The Betrayal (Sunclan Plot Part 1...Open), {alt} Syndromekit & a lot, Event thread - Shadow Stalkers, complete -:- 9.15.15 ■ ▢ ɪᴛs ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ sʜᴏᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ, ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏɪɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ ▢ ■, {alt} Pairing Thread, Syndromepaw & Daypaw, medium-long rp 2016 -:- 3.29.16 【 ᴍʏ__s ᴇ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴛ s__ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ__ʜ ᴇ ᴀ ʀ ᴛ 】, {alt} Pairing Thread, Syndrome-enigma & Daylight -:- 4.13.16 「ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡ/ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ♥ ɴᴏ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀsᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ʀᴇᴀʟ 」 Crush Thread, Syndrome-enigma & Freesiakit maybe Daylight&Almondkit? -:- 6.1.16 SHE'S A TEN, I'M A JOKE IN MY OWN MIND — open {alt} Random Thread - Syn makes a friend?, Syndrome-enigma &Spidershadow -:- 6.1.16 Is this where I belong? {open {alt} Random Thread - Syn makes a friend?, Syndrome-enigma &Nutmegdust -:- 6.3.16 ⚔ ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴀ ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ⚑ sᴜɴᴄʟᴀɴ ⚔ Random Thread, Syndrome-enigma & ?. -:- 6.3.16 ⚑ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴏғғ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ғᴏᴏᴛ , ʟᴇᴛs sɪᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ☕ Random Thread, Syndrome-enigma & ?. -:- 8.8.16 ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ || → hurting, {alt} Training Thread, Syndrome-enigma & Dealpaw -(missing info due to host change)- 2021 -*- 8.12.21 But I crept into your heart You can't make me disappear, syndrome-enigma & daylight, (occurs any time post-death, but pre-reincarnation), ongoing -:- 7.24.21 i've been told to be friendly, syndrome-enigma & ravenstar, open, ongoing -:- 8...6.21 Coyote Stalker - FAF Event, syndrome-enigma, astoria, azaleabloom, lunarpoem, & neotelos, type thread, ongoing -:- 9.15.21 even ash disappears, syndrome-enigma & alot, plot thread, ongoing -:- 9.21.21 Sometimes I ʄօʟʟօա a .·°𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕝𝕪°·. into the ռɨɢɦȶ, syndrome-enigma, snowshod & serpenthaze, #teamdeadspouse thread, ongoing - - - moved to SinisterHaven - - - -:- 3.9.22 What Happened in Vegas || SD Event, syndrome-enigma & oak, Speed Date thread, ongoing -:- 3.9.22 Beautiful, Beloved || SD Event, syndrome-enigma & solgara, Speed Date thread, ongoing -:- 3.9.22 Eternal Spring || SD Event, syndrome-enigma & bloodyhearts, Speed Date thread, ongoing -:- 00.00.00 thread, characters involved, type thread, ongoing/complete |
.: Trivia :.
-:- His name 'Syndrome' comes from being born weak and ill; he was separated and referred to as having 'an unknown syndrome' and being referred to as 'Syndromekit'. 'Enigma' expresses his mixed emotions and tendency to switch from being a role model and delinquent; even as a young warrior he is still uncertain about aspects of his life and becomes a much harder to read cat. -:- His Themesong is "Car Radio" by Twenty One Pilots to express his inner desire to great and live up to his own high expectations because of his false perception of having "accomplished parents". He often was 'lost in thought' or indecisive, trying hard and then suddenly acting out when he felt he wasn't good enough. As he ages and realizes the consequences of his actions and the damage he could've done by taking extreme risks like joining the Shadow Stalkers, he feels regret, ashamed, and embarrassed. He hates to think about times like the Shadow Stalkers, but still finds peace with himself that he made mistakes and learned from them, taking the negative and producing something positive rather than brooding over discontent. He no longer finds pride in bragging about his parents, but rather his own accomplishments and recognizing them as his actions making him who he is, not his parents. He faces being honest with himself instead of hiding or masking it, even if he hated himself for what he did he acknowledges his need to move on and put it behind him. He ends his self-made conflict and makes his decision to become a better warrior and stick with it. His future has yet to come but wil leave him 'sitting in silence' more tba when that happens. -:- He is one of Uta's 27 kittens based on Tarot cards; unlike his half-siblings, his litter is the first born litter and represents the Minor / Suit rather than the Major / Trump card. His suit is Suit of Cups / Hearts. -:- His suit represents love, feelings, relationships and connections. When reversed it represents: overly emotional / disengaged, dispassionate, having unrealistic expectations, fantasizing about what could be, repressed emotions, an inability to truly express oneself and a lack of creativity. -:- more tba later |
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